I'm so tired it's not funny. Nursing a headache and still on the way home.

Work is.... Draining. I hate guessing what others is thinking. I hate second guessing myself too. Past few days was just me being all PMS-y when I'm not supposed to be. Meeting CC tmr. Hopefully that helps loads.

It's only when people outside are horrible to you (or basically don't give a hoot about you) , that you realize what a big contrast that makes to say, your family and bf. Like, they actually care for me! Wow. I get food and love when I'm with them. With outsiders all I get is indifference and fake niceties. Fuck man I think I also should no longer eng-xiu some people also la. Zzz.


Dad texted me to tell me about the eclipse and that he only saw it blurred but not turn red. I alighted from the bus and stared at the moon for awhile before walking to the train station to continue my journey home. Maybe eclipses makes people unhappy? I'm
seriously feeling unhappy. Tmr will be better I think.


Bye, with some Astrud Gilberto. Funny World.

"Funny, how loves can be
Funny, how you wanted me
I dreamed of holding you
Funny, how my dream came true
Funny thing, I should choose you
Otherwise I would lose you

Funny, how dreams can die
when someone tells you goodbye
Funny, that I could cry"